I FINALLY HAVE ONE!

I FINALLY HAVE ONE!!!
I am talking about a computer. Yeah I guess it isn’t that big deal for others to have it, some even have more than one unit. But for me it is. Honestly, I’ve been longing for this. Being a student of a computer-related course, having your own computer is really a plus. I still can remember how I felt every time my classmates would chat about their computers and how they do with it. I would want to join with them but I don’t have something to share. Well I certainly can relate with those who, like me, also don’t have.
Last December, we had this short tutorial about Java programming language and we’re assigned to practice on our own at home. All of my co-students have their units at home, they got to study a lot, unlike me, still have to go to the Internet café just to read the write-ups given to us. It’s really hard when such situations came; it just added more to my uncountable insecurities. The feeling that you know you can do something, you can learn something, but just can’t because you don’t have this very essential thing is killing me! During our project makings, my main concern wasn’t really ‘how to make my project’ but ‘where to make my project’. But I’m thankful enough that even with those hardships I was still able to comply though. But then, I just did it, still not satisfied.
Those days are gone. I have my own computer now. Though some may say it’s a bit late, I don’t find it such. There isn’t any ‘late’ in learning. That is the purpose why we had this, and I guess I share that thought with my mom to whom I should credit every inch of this unit. Of course to our Lord, He did not fail of hearing my prayers for this. Never knew how exactly I should thank Him.
Now I’m having a lot of tasks on my sleeves. I have a lot to fill up, a lot to study, a lot to explore. Well, I guess the best way I should do is just wish a lot of good luck to myself and my pc…